dear diary, i like him, really i do

i just did something so major

i finally filled a page in my physical journal i got so used to the visual perfection of a digital journal that i began hating what my handwriting looked like to the point i didnt really have anything with my handwriting on it but im trying to fix that!

every morning I wake up, write morning journal and think that I am doing okay and that I can be better. every night when I go to bed, I am filled with worries about whether I am enough and whether I can achieve what I want. and I even question whether I really want what I want. ...