this relationship is the only thing i feel i have done right, but i am ruining it too.

Creativity Compassion Autonomy Curiosity & Pleasure

autonomy requires cultivation and responsibility. It's not just freedom from external constraint, but a purpose-driven, inner capacity for self-direction—one that atrophies without us

I’m living my life but I love to come back to yours

whatever ur doing right now its gonna work

getting high on information

River, your digital third place

the strength in tending through the dull ache of sad afternoons, of sitting beside pain without solving it,

went to a symposium last week and one of the speakers said smth about feelings/ideas, that "a name gives it a body to die in". that hasn't left my mind since