what is even the point

haven’t been active on here bc i feel nothing but apathy

being left to my own devices causes me to lose my mind

plan for today includes getting coffee and going to the library to study and do homework. might reward myself with a thrifting trip after

if not being spineless makes me “argumentative” then so be it

once i leave this flop era it’s over for everyone

i paid my dues with every bruise i knew what to expect

you were never mine to lose but i lost you all the same

the thrill of loneliness