09 16 2025 - a download of my thoughts from the last hour: simultaneously upgrading & downsizing. I can’t believe I never used to like burgers. now they’re all I want to eat. this week is super hectic but I’m catching sight of what my purpose might be. there’s a long long stretch of road ahead but the horizon is visible (not a destination). an episode of real housewives temporarily fixes everything. self preservation to self acceptance. 1+1 really does = 2 sometimes.