im so scared n im distracting myself by scrolling mindlessly. anything to not face the things ive chosen to ignore from the past 23 years. but i no longer have the patience to be a neglectful bitch to myself. i’ve contained the anger inside for too long, ive bitten down my discomfort and real interests for too long. this year i came in with the ghosts of my youth haunting me and i refuse to spend the rest of my youth being haunted by my fear of being disliked bc being disliked ≠ being unsafe.